Moderateman Moderateman

Driving myself Insane.

Driving myself Insane.

Really short trip btw

As I sit here wondering why I am still here {alive} thoughts go rocketing through my head at the speed of, well thought.

I have one of those "dates with destiny" the 11th, In just two days I will find out if I at least get a chance to do some more of this life {new drug therapy} or if I am sentenced to ...... well you draw a conclusion.

I wonder if I am worthy of a chance at life sometimes, wonder why I lived as my teammates died long ago.

So many profound thoughts and so few answers, {no answers really}.;

I find myself seeking peace more and more these days, and calm acceptence of my situation. {not suceeding}

I find anger comming to my life more frequently and with the power it used to have when I was a younger much more rage filled man.

That's it my thought well has run dry for today.

Peace to all,

elie
9,592 views 27 replies
Reply #26 Top
Mod,

Have no fear my cyber friend, at worst we can assume the Devil doesn't need the competition, and at best there's a "No Vacancy" sign hangin' on them pearly gates...

You will be fine, no problems, no worries, no hassles...

( can you feel them good vibes flowing??? )
Reply #27 Top
( can you feel them good vibes flowing??? )


I sent him some in a plea for him to talk. He said in a day or 2. We want to know earlier!

{{{{{{{++++++++Vibes++++++++}}}}}}