Banned for baring.
@Xer07: You're doing the same thing, AGAIN 
You make a post, stating a certain issue you're facing, supposedly asking for help. Then some people attempt to give you advice to help you, and then you rush on to tell them where they're wrong, and what exactly is your plan, basically saying: "Look, I know what I'm gonna do. You're just wrong, I know better."
So, why ask for help in the first place?? 
For the last time Xer07: You cant ask a bunch of people on the internet, who have never met you and only know a fraction about your personal life, and expect to receive a wise miracle-answer. You dont need help from anyone. You have got what it takes, and you are the most qualified person in the world, to decide whats best for you.
The only problem I see, is this:
I blame myself for all of this probably because I either have an Inferiority Complex
Its quite simple. Why should we know better than you?
Its like 2 friends chatting, and person A asks person B if they have read a certain book. Person B replies "I have only read 1 chapter of it". Then person A, who has read the entire book and knows it by heart, asks person B what the main character should have done in the end, and why did this happen, and this and that etc etc. Person B is gonna be like "Dude, WTF. I told you I've only read 1 chapter of that damn book. Thats like 30 out of 300 pages."
Now, having said all that, it is obvious to me that you have most things figured out, already have a general plan, and pretty much know what to do, more or less. So stop asking for help when you dont need any, go out there, do what you gotta do, and stop acting like a little kid.
That is all 
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