What he is like
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Yohan is one of the sweetest guy I have ever met, I tend to say that about anybody really, but theres something about him that I really appreciate. The fact that he likes to cuddle up alot maybe? I dont know. I suppose I've been needing someone to take care of me for a long time and I've finally found him.
I dont love him, far from it. But I like him very much. I still wonder if I should break up with him now, before he starts to feel too much. But my friends dont want me to. They say I should enjoy the present and forget about the past. Easier said than done.
I still dream of Darren, last night i even dreamt we were organizing our wedding. I woke up hang overed in the morning wanting to slap my head to get him out of there.
I feel like i cant focus on this relationship. I'm telling myself that I need more time. But it's already been so long... I feel like disappearing in a blink of an eye and not have to deal with this. *sigh*
Why is it so complicated????????????????? Why cant i just not love darren anymore and move on?? I'm telling myself that Yohan is not the one. If i was with the right person it would be easier to forget darren, wouldnt it?
I dont know man......... i'm lost........ And even if someone tells me that Yohan is the one I think I wont believe it
I dont love him, far from it. But I like him very much. I still wonder if I should break up with him now, before he starts to feel too much. But my friends dont want me to. They say I should enjoy the present and forget about the past. Easier said than done.
I still dream of Darren, last night i even dreamt we were organizing our wedding. I woke up hang overed in the morning wanting to slap my head to get him out of there.
I feel like i cant focus on this relationship. I'm telling myself that I need more time. But it's already been so long... I feel like disappearing in a blink of an eye and not have to deal with this. *sigh*
Why is it so complicated????????????????? Why cant i just not love darren anymore and move on?? I'm telling myself that Yohan is not the one. If i was with the right person it would be easier to forget darren, wouldnt it?
I dont know man......... i'm lost........ And even if someone tells me that Yohan is the one I think I wont believe it
I just hope I wont turn him into minced meat... 
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