Update on Rev. Zim's condition
What happened?
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So I went to work yesterday, and I was feeling horrible. My dad came into my room to try to wake me up, and he asked me when I had to be at work. Seeing as how I was more than half asleep, I said "Ten!" and he instantly started yelling at me because I knew what time it was (roughly 9:40) so I just said "Sorry, I meant 10:30," and he just walked away. Went off to work, feeling horrible, and having some major back pain. Something in me snapped about three hours into work (as it usually does when I'm feeling sad) and I was just suddenly... content. Not happy by a long shot, but not utterly sad. I can't explain it, it just happened....
Could I be some form of bi-polar, seeing as how I dip into periods of complete depression, but I never get extremely happy or excitable at all? Or is it something else, just having a few bad days? I don't know, I don't claim to be a psychiatrist.
In other news, I have no idea what is going on with the one girl, we go from periods of completely getting along to periods of us not talking (or her just plain ignoring me)... I'm still highly confused about the situation, but if she doesn't want to date me, whatever, I'll just go find someone else to pine over.
I'm running out today, to a few car dealerships, to talk to them about getting rid of my car and getting a different (cheaper!) car, and I'm also going to run up to a bookstore to pick up that book (Adult Children of Narcissitic Parents, or however you spell it), maybe it'll help me get my life together, because sometimes, deep inside, I don't think that any relationships can work out, that nobody can be happy together for long periods of time.
Could I be some form of bi-polar, seeing as how I dip into periods of complete depression, but I never get extremely happy or excitable at all? Or is it something else, just having a few bad days? I don't know, I don't claim to be a psychiatrist.
In other news, I have no idea what is going on with the one girl, we go from periods of completely getting along to periods of us not talking (or her just plain ignoring me)... I'm still highly confused about the situation, but if she doesn't want to date me, whatever, I'll just go find someone else to pine over.
I'm running out today, to a few car dealerships, to talk to them about getting rid of my car and getting a different (cheaper!) car, and I'm also going to run up to a bookstore to pick up that book (Adult Children of Narcissitic Parents, or however you spell it), maybe it'll help me get my life together, because sometimes, deep inside, I don't think that any relationships can work out, that nobody can be happy together for long periods of time.