A day in my life.

I wake-up, body racked with pain, I eye my morphine and take a Motrin instead.

I look at the house knowing it needs a good cleaning, then sit back knowing today I have not the strength for it.

I choke down some food, I really don’t want because I know I must eat to keep my strength up.

Today I went to get my haircut, the drive, which lasts all of 10 minutes, sucks the life out of me.

I look outside at the great California weather and take no joy in it, the sun makes me sicker, the heat leeches all fun from me.

I drink another cup of coffee; the Doctor says that I need the caffeine for any energy at all.

I blog some, even this is getting to be too much for me to handle.

I watch the news hoping for something good to happen, to no avail.

It’s not even noon yet and already I want to nap, tired, tired of being tired, sick of being sick.

Each night I thank God for my life, why I do not know anymore.
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Thank God that at least you've kept your perspective and sarcasm.
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Reply By: Buddah MoskowitzPosted: Tuesday, June 28, 2005Thank God that at least you've kept your perspective and sarcasm


although I am not sure if your comment is a slam or not, I will go with the flow.
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Mod:
You may think I'm full of shit, but I believe a higher being matches our souls and our bodies for a reason. I think that the higher being (whether you believe in God...etc..) gave you a tougher path because you have a strong will. You may not be able to beat it physically, but you sure as hell can do it mentally! I have faith in you!!
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I'm sorry to hear you're having such a rough time of it. Hang in there buddy.
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Do you take vitamins as well? I'm sure it can make a difference, even if it is a small one. I wish i could come around and lighten up your day.

Here's a big =HUG= from your island_gurl.
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I'm sorry to hear you're having such a rough time of it. Hang in there buddy.


Yes. Hang in there...
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Reply By: alison watkinsPosted: Tuesday, June 28, 2005Mod:You may think I'm full of shit, but I believe a higher being matches our souls and our bodies for a reason. I think that the higher being (whether you believe in God...etc..) gave you a tougher path because you have a strong will. You may not be able to beat it physically, but you sure as hell can do it mentally


thanx alison, tough minded? hmmmmmm not sure about that, I think I am just paying dues for the life I choose to live.
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Reply By: MasonMPosted: Tuesday, June 28, 2005I'm sorry to hear you're having such a rough time of it. Hang in there buddy.


down day mason, means an up day is comming.. thanx
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Reply By: island_gurl12Posted: Tuesday, June 28, 2005Do you take vitamins as well? I'm sure it can make a difference, even if it is a small one. I wish i could come around and lighten up your day. Here's a big =HUG= from your island_gurl.


lets see, milk thistle, dandylion root, liver support,natural vits, from a to z, lotsa water. yep check thanx for the hug you are a sweety .
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Reply By: ShovelheatPosted: Tuesday, June 28, 2005I'm sorry to hear you're having such a rough time of it. Hang in there buddy.Yes. Hang in there...


always shovel, I still have a few good miles left on this old vincent frame, black prince.
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down day

been there, understand totally.
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Hey Mod, aint gonna say anything that hasn't been said earlier. I'm sending you as much positive energy as I can mate. I hope you feel better soon.

Cheers,

Maso
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tough day.
Your a tough person.
I am always impressed with those (like you) who have a heavy load and bear it with courage and ferocity of will to live.
My thoughts and hopes and prayers go with you.
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Reply By: dynamasoPosted: Wednesday, June 29, 2005Hey Mod, aint gonna say anything that hasn't been said earlier. I'm sending you as much positive energy as I can mate. I hope you feel better soon.Cheers,Maso


well thankie lad and some supercharged maso down under energy could help.

Bless ya lad.
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Reply By: KeithpupPosted: Wednesday, June 29, 2005tough day. Your a tough person.I am always impressed with those (like you) who have a heavy load and bear it with courage and ferocity of will to live.My thoughts and hopes and prayers go with you.


well thank you for the compliment