Happy anniversary to us

well today ryan and I have been married for 6 years.......its been a long tough road in 6 years we have been through the loss of his kids the fact my oldest chose to live with her dad a seperation,a move accross country,people trying to split us up we almost lost our own children,another seperation and another seperation,the loss of a baby in jan of 03 and about 9 diffrent moves sence moveing to idaho
to mauch in such a small time but i am greatful because through it all we are still here still standing and have learned that no one can tear us apart we have learned to stand togeather with faced with difficulties and doubt when people talk and try to pull us in diffrent directions we can stay strong
other than that i have been under a lot of stress the last 3 days and wow it sucks got me think a lot
why is it god seem to take the people you arent ready to give up yet the people you think are indestructable and the ones you least expect.i would explain this question but hell i dont know that there is an explenation other than my aunts father is dying and we dont know what happened odd how some one can go to a hospital to get better for a sickness and go home never to wake up again.....but the people who are throwing there lives away with drug are still going never seeing that drugs are killing an entire family how many die in one town in one family before someone sees the light go off
why is it those people survive and an innocent girl loses her dad so suddenly with out warning
i have spent a lot of time questioning this and just cant find an answer maybe i should question god and what he does but i cant help it it just doesnt seem right .

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