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Hello all,I know it has been such a long time sence my last up date but I have been running around crazy and honestly havent found the umph to do it,but here I am now
Mary is doing great on her Meds now she hasnt had any outburst in such a long time i am loveing my new little girl,she has made some new friends next door and yesterday was really hard because i finnaly gave in and allowed her to go to a friends house alone O my god it killed me I felt like she was just to young and worried what if she gets hurt or something bad happens even though i could see her through my window i still felt that way i guess its true they really never grow up in our eyes.
Noah is doing good however I am finding it so hard to reach him these days it seems like he doesnt hear or understand anything i say he has completly withdrawn he doesnt like to be touched at all and would rather play alone then be with others i understand this is a symptom of his diagnoses but it can be nerve racking as bethany is now crawling pulling up and starting to walk and she really wants to be near him but he doesnt want her to so he has started hitting her i cant seem to be able to help noah understand and i cant help bethany understand that noah is diffrent so i am at a loss the doctor says that if noah doesnt begin to progress again in another month he will try a med change i dont know if that will work or not but i hope so,I know now why so many parents of autistic children say they cant reach them it is true it seems noah lives in his world not ours....i am wondering if he will ever join us here or if we will ever reach his world i can only pray for one or the other i sure do miss my lil boy ......sometimes i wish i knew why all this didnt start till he was 2 i am sure a lot of parents want to know what causes this ...i just wonder if we will ever know the answer.
As for bethany she is doing great learning and growing on schedual she is now off her passy completly and working on comeing off the bottle she wont touch baby food anymore only big peoples food her favorite is cinnomin toast crunch.she is also getting a new tooth and has been in so much pain but she handles it well.as i said before she is working on walking she can do it if she is pushing her walking toy but is quiet ready for her first steps alone. i find myself worry about her still wondering if she to will stop learning one day i havent had her vaccinated and not sure i am gonna as i am seeing more link to the 2nd dtp and autisum lucky my doc is ok with this and understands thanks god for dr."bishop" jannuzzi .
as for me and the hubby this teusday is our 6 year anniversary YIPPPEEE we survived another year full of challenges i cant believe the road as been so tough i guess we are tougher cause we are still here
keep praying for us and we will do the same for all of you
Mary is doing great on her Meds now she hasnt had any outburst in such a long time i am loveing my new little girl,she has made some new friends next door and yesterday was really hard because i finnaly gave in and allowed her to go to a friends house alone O my god it killed me I felt like she was just to young and worried what if she gets hurt or something bad happens even though i could see her through my window i still felt that way i guess its true they really never grow up in our eyes.
Noah is doing good however I am finding it so hard to reach him these days it seems like he doesnt hear or understand anything i say he has completly withdrawn he doesnt like to be touched at all and would rather play alone then be with others i understand this is a symptom of his diagnoses but it can be nerve racking as bethany is now crawling pulling up and starting to walk and she really wants to be near him but he doesnt want her to so he has started hitting her i cant seem to be able to help noah understand and i cant help bethany understand that noah is diffrent so i am at a loss the doctor says that if noah doesnt begin to progress again in another month he will try a med change i dont know if that will work or not but i hope so,I know now why so many parents of autistic children say they cant reach them it is true it seems noah lives in his world not ours....i am wondering if he will ever join us here or if we will ever reach his world i can only pray for one or the other i sure do miss my lil boy ......sometimes i wish i knew why all this didnt start till he was 2 i am sure a lot of parents want to know what causes this ...i just wonder if we will ever know the answer.
As for bethany she is doing great learning and growing on schedual she is now off her passy completly and working on comeing off the bottle she wont touch baby food anymore only big peoples food her favorite is cinnomin toast crunch.she is also getting a new tooth and has been in so much pain but she handles it well.as i said before she is working on walking she can do it if she is pushing her walking toy but is quiet ready for her first steps alone. i find myself worry about her still wondering if she to will stop learning one day i havent had her vaccinated and not sure i am gonna as i am seeing more link to the 2nd dtp and autisum lucky my doc is ok with this and understands thanks god for dr."bishop" jannuzzi .
as for me and the hubby this teusday is our 6 year anniversary YIPPPEEE we survived another year full of challenges i cant believe the road as been so tough i guess we are tougher cause we are still here
keep praying for us and we will do the same for all of you