Fear and Loathing In America
The Glass Isn't Half Empty Or Half Full--There Isn't One.
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I say this knowing full well those are the last words I'll say that won't be taken completely the wrong way. Do you remember the last time you turned the news on and there wasn't a mention of the word terrorist or insurgent or extremist? Or the words 'homeland security' being treated as something else besides a mantra for all the world's ills?
I don't think I have. I can tell you why, too: we're afraid. We've been afraid since 9/11 when roughly two or three dozen men masterminded an attack on America and succeeded. Yes, succeeded. Be liberal or conservative, fact is, they did succeed in their intent. Now, before you're under the belief I'm patting the terrorists on the back, I loathe what they did. I guess I hated them for it, and I still don't understand why it happened. But no one's 'been safe' since.
We've been very organized about it. We've got our fear color coded. "The Terror Alert Level Is Orange." Ironically, so is one of the cats I live with. Is she a terrorist? Joking aside, when's the last time you went to the airport right before your departure? Probably before 9/11/2001...because while I've not left the country since then, or flown for that matter, I've been with people for checkouts for flights and we've not been any later than at least one hour from departure. We all have done it and do it, we've all accepted if this is how we're going to be safe, this is the way it has to be. Along with preemptive war, and a few other evils we've got in bed with.
Acutally, someone once asked me where I thought the country was going in one of these blogs. Bargaining. We're at bargaining. We're trying to do anything, anything to make sure it doesn't happen ever again. And maybe it won't. But now we're out of control and we need to regain our downward spiral somehow, so we inflict things on ourselves we wouldn't accept otherwise. Torture of enemy combatants. Preemptive war. A decifit spiralling lower and lower. Sending our troops into possible danger and death. Abriging our civil liberties with the Patriot Act. Hell, even inconviences like increased airport security. We've suffered as a country, and now we'll do anything to make the pain go away. If you're wondering what the hell I'm talking about, here's a website on the five stages of mourning: Link.
As a confession, I do say I've been through most of those. And I'm going to be honest with myself, I thought the terrorists deserve anything they got and we needed to get them too. Here's a portion of my livejournal, written after the tradegy of 9/11 (it is acutally 9/12/2001, and unedited with course language. It's only an except.):
About 8 45 AM, Eastern time of what would now be yesterday, some shit heads hijacked a few commerical airliners plowed into the World Trade Center twin towers amd tjhe Pentagon. and killed thousands of innocent people to make some fucking polictical or moral point that they could of gotten across much better with picket signs. But since no one has any conception of what human life is worth anymore, I don't say I'm really shocked. I want the terrorists to die. I'm not a proponent of the death penalty, but those fuckers changed my mind in this one case. I want them to feel what their victims felt as they slammed into a building, or got buried under wreckage like a house of cards. I want them to feel the agony that we all feel right now, knowing we were so helpless to do anything. I want them to suffer.
The fucked up thing is this could start WW3. No, really. The guy they think did this is in some shit for brains 3rd world country. First off, I don't want more people to die, save the assholes that started it all.
There. I'm as human as anyone else, and perhaps as guilty if you consider unreasonable, unthinking anger a sin of sorts. I also note that my syntax and grammar were brutal. I think it was more of a vomit lesson for the emotions than anything else. Feel free to call me a hypocrite, but what I do in anger isn't rarely the point. We've danced our way through mourning as a country, and we're still in the cycle, at sixes and sevens with each other and the rest of the world. Now, some of this is positive. We needed to amend our airport security, and trying to find Osama Bin Laden is an necessary evil. Our police and military do need our appeciation, and our public services got noticed and overhauled a little because of it. I'll even say that the Department of Homeland Security was overdue considering that eariler OK City and Columbine didn't happen too long before that.
Think about it though: checking library records? Detaining people and torturing them for protracted periods of time? Preemptive war? How safe is safe? Do we ban Santa Claus next because his beard looks a little like Osama's if you dirty it up a little? I realize that's an extreme case, but justifying it all away as, 'it's needed for our safety' is free reign for anyone to do what they like in the name of safety. Why do you think certain movies about government conspiraces are so pouplar? And have you noticed the villians in such movies (I watched the Bourne Supremacy tonight) never, ever try to take over the world or the country, but see themselves as patriots? Why do we have no trouble believing it at all? Personally, I think it's because it's entirely believable.
How far will our fear and loathing go? And is peace obtainable when all both sides want is conflict to wipe the other from the face of the earth?
Mediating Over Christmas, the wolf dragon/AWM
Sol
I say this knowing full well those are the last words I'll say that won't be taken completely the wrong way. Do you remember the last time you turned the news on and there wasn't a mention of the word terrorist or insurgent or extremist? Or the words 'homeland security' being treated as something else besides a mantra for all the world's ills?
I don't think I have. I can tell you why, too: we're afraid. We've been afraid since 9/11 when roughly two or three dozen men masterminded an attack on America and succeeded. Yes, succeeded. Be liberal or conservative, fact is, they did succeed in their intent. Now, before you're under the belief I'm patting the terrorists on the back, I loathe what they did. I guess I hated them for it, and I still don't understand why it happened. But no one's 'been safe' since.
We've been very organized about it. We've got our fear color coded. "The Terror Alert Level Is Orange." Ironically, so is one of the cats I live with. Is she a terrorist? Joking aside, when's the last time you went to the airport right before your departure? Probably before 9/11/2001...because while I've not left the country since then, or flown for that matter, I've been with people for checkouts for flights and we've not been any later than at least one hour from departure. We all have done it and do it, we've all accepted if this is how we're going to be safe, this is the way it has to be. Along with preemptive war, and a few other evils we've got in bed with.
Acutally, someone once asked me where I thought the country was going in one of these blogs. Bargaining. We're at bargaining. We're trying to do anything, anything to make sure it doesn't happen ever again. And maybe it won't. But now we're out of control and we need to regain our downward spiral somehow, so we inflict things on ourselves we wouldn't accept otherwise. Torture of enemy combatants. Preemptive war. A decifit spiralling lower and lower. Sending our troops into possible danger and death. Abriging our civil liberties with the Patriot Act. Hell, even inconviences like increased airport security. We've suffered as a country, and now we'll do anything to make the pain go away. If you're wondering what the hell I'm talking about, here's a website on the five stages of mourning: Link.
As a confession, I do say I've been through most of those. And I'm going to be honest with myself, I thought the terrorists deserve anything they got and we needed to get them too. Here's a portion of my livejournal, written after the tradegy of 9/11 (it is acutally 9/12/2001, and unedited with course language. It's only an except.):
About 8 45 AM, Eastern time of what would now be yesterday, some shit heads hijacked a few commerical airliners plowed into the World Trade Center twin towers amd tjhe Pentagon. and killed thousands of innocent people to make some fucking polictical or moral point that they could of gotten across much better with picket signs. But since no one has any conception of what human life is worth anymore, I don't say I'm really shocked. I want the terrorists to die. I'm not a proponent of the death penalty, but those fuckers changed my mind in this one case. I want them to feel what their victims felt as they slammed into a building, or got buried under wreckage like a house of cards. I want them to feel the agony that we all feel right now, knowing we were so helpless to do anything. I want them to suffer.
The fucked up thing is this could start WW3. No, really. The guy they think did this is in some shit for brains 3rd world country. First off, I don't want more people to die, save the assholes that started it all.
There. I'm as human as anyone else, and perhaps as guilty if you consider unreasonable, unthinking anger a sin of sorts. I also note that my syntax and grammar were brutal. I think it was more of a vomit lesson for the emotions than anything else. Feel free to call me a hypocrite, but what I do in anger isn't rarely the point. We've danced our way through mourning as a country, and we're still in the cycle, at sixes and sevens with each other and the rest of the world. Now, some of this is positive. We needed to amend our airport security, and trying to find Osama Bin Laden is an necessary evil. Our police and military do need our appeciation, and our public services got noticed and overhauled a little because of it. I'll even say that the Department of Homeland Security was overdue considering that eariler OK City and Columbine didn't happen too long before that.
Think about it though: checking library records? Detaining people and torturing them for protracted periods of time? Preemptive war? How safe is safe? Do we ban Santa Claus next because his beard looks a little like Osama's if you dirty it up a little? I realize that's an extreme case, but justifying it all away as, 'it's needed for our safety' is free reign for anyone to do what they like in the name of safety. Why do you think certain movies about government conspiraces are so pouplar? And have you noticed the villians in such movies (I watched the Bourne Supremacy tonight) never, ever try to take over the world or the country, but see themselves as patriots? Why do we have no trouble believing it at all? Personally, I think it's because it's entirely believable.
How far will our fear and loathing go? And is peace obtainable when all both sides want is conflict to wipe the other from the face of the earth?
Mediating Over Christmas, the wolf dragon/AWM
Sol
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