You aren't obliged to tell us, now or in the future, but whatever it might be, you'll always have your friends here...our thoughts and prayers. You have mine already.

Yes, what Doc said.  Just look after yourself....

Hang in there!

Looking at it from here, your support net sounds very good; financially you have the huge plus of the VA, which you've earned and deserve to really lessen the financial burden. Thank you from the heart for your service.

If you can stick to the happier side, and keep up your nutrition and some mild activity, you'll be doing very good things for yourself.

I don't know if you're spiritual or religious, and I'm neither asking nor urging, but support on that front if you are, can contribute to your wellbeing as well.

Also, maintain good contact with your treatment team...if you're feeling down, or issues like pain aren't being adequately addressed, don't hesitate to speak up. Those are major quality of life issues, and your Doctors will want to help.

Prayers your way, BigDog!

Ya thanks everyone.  Today is first day of radiation treatment surgery is not possible.

Very sorry to hear this...

Your help and feedback through the years have been immensely valuable.  So much so that we now expect it. 😉

The only solution here is for you to get and stay well. 

Everyone at Stardock is sending well wishes, BigDogBigFeet.

Sean Drohan
Stardock Product Lifecycle Manager

Maybe they have someone who can coordinate which appointments or consultations and treatments can be clumped together so you aren't traveling back and forth more than you must?

Had radiation treatment back in 2010.
Keep as positive as you can

Day 3 Radiation Treatment.  I also went to Physical Therapy to cancel those couple of appointments (I am too busy with other appointments for the care I would receive there to be of much value).  I also went to my Primary Care for some blood work labs they wanted and a nursing visit.  I put my new large size daily weekly planner to use managing appointments and notes.

Day 4 Radiation Treatment.  I also spoke with a nutritionist regarding getting healthy levels of protein and calories in me.  I have swallowing challenges and I can consume liquids; solids are still a no go.  The radiation treatment is directed at shrinking the mass in my esophagus to improve my swallowing.  I spoke with the radiation physicians, and they said I may see more of them after this initial course of treatment but next will be chemo.  More phone calls with follow-up from my primary care team regarding blood labs.  I am a busy guy these days.  I thought I had retired.  sheesh.

There's an app called Loóna that I use almost nightly because it helps me relax my mind, to calm my thoughts - racing as they almost always are - and if you're so inclined, you might find worlds of mental comfort in the app. Warm wishes and lots of love. ♥

You've got this.

Day 5 Radiation Treatment.  This was on Friday. Went easily today.  No extra appointments.  Almost like going thru the drive-through.

Weekend lots of rest as I'm getting tired more quickly.  

Day 6 Radiation Treatment.  Went easily again.  Medical team took a little extra time to ensure precision.  I will have one or two errands today.  More rest later today.