here, check out our latest e-mails back and forth...
(She forgot I was grounded, btw)
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sorry i was just really tired last night. i do care. you can always come to me about anything. i'm here for you, just like you've been there for me. i don't care when it is or what it's about i'm here.
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Definitely.
And I thoguht you were asleep, and the stove turning off made the screensaver of the computer noticeable...Xer0 be lyin to somebody here.....
-Twilight Storm
Actually, Ima lying to all of you. I was just plain up at 12:30 at night watching Bleach, coal stove shut off, and I forgot to turn down the TV, so she caught me...
Hmm.. I replied telling her that it warms my heart that she actually does care, and then I asked what happened to Tom, the boy she supposedly liked, if she's asking out her ex, Ethan.
Xer0 \^/
*sigh* I guess...
anyway, I'm just gonna go into self-therapy for... a while. For all who care this involves listening to love/hearbreak songs, watching anime... eating a LOT of chocolate... and watching AMV's of cute anime couples, like C.C.xLelouch...
Here's an example... couldn't get the embedded code, so idk how to post the vid here...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_Y-2rb3aG0&feature=related
Xer0 \^/
And how do we know that that's not a lie as well?!
Because I give you my word. And that's all I have to give...
found a better one...
Xer0 \^/
xer0 dont make me force you to talk to my brother..on second thought maybe i will 
Wow. Xer0, a thought just struck me. Why not make your OWN Code Geass AMV? That'd definitely distract you.
-Twilight Storm
On that note, I'll pull my trump card an say it's 9:00 and my bedtime.
Another good one...
Xer0 \^/
L8r
Wow. There's a wall I never thought would break down again.
Anyway, Xer0, you'll be fine. Trust me. I've been there before, and I survived. We're a lot more alike than you might think.
-Twilight Storm
lolz. Sorry Skidi. It's just, from what he's told us all, I see my own life being re-lived again before me in a way. Scary.
Though I think of all people here on the forums, you too may have that feeling as well.
On a side note, please don't put that last song up again, anyone. I've spent a long time trying to forget what it reminds me of.
-Twilight Storm
i see what you meen twilight very interesting well i goin to bed see ya in the morning
Just realized that Xer07's love life has spawned a thread longer than most of the one's in existence, and without the pretense of it being a forum game too 
haha and it was by Veers as well. on the note of Morrowind and Oblivion morrowind might take a few hours to find then like a whole day to find all the mods i want... and oblivion is just damaged a tiny bit so i can't install 
meh got it on my other computer so i might search for morrowind this friday when this term ends.
Hope things work out for Xer07 in the end.
its 3:04 pm i posted this lol
Dont worry! We care about you too, mr Jealous-dont-take-my-spotlight! 
Yes please dont. No sad Avril Lavigne songs please. Brings back A LOT of memories. No Taylor Swift either if you dont mind 
"May it be" by Enya? I love that song too! 
Altaux, you know I love this stuff Sigh....You get 
from me, AGAIN
No, you dont. This is just temporary. Do you know how many times I have said that phrase in my life? A LOT. Do you know how many times I have actually decided to "quit"? just 1. So trust me when I say that, in 24-48 hours you'll be just fine.
I understand you are having a hard time over...you-know-who...
And you might say: "No you dont understand", Well actually, I do understand how you feel. I have been in a much worse state than you are, in a place where I couldnt even sink any lower, I had hit the bottom, if you know what I mean
Now I would like to say, not just to you, but to all posters here, that I have come to realise 1 very important thing about people:
For a long time I was trying to figure out how exactly the human feelings work, and if they are indeed chemical reactions interpented by the human brain as feelings, like many scientists claim. I am sure, or better say, I believe, that this is 100% true.
So when you wake up, and you are feeling kinda "blue", angry, really sad, or whatever else, this could originate from a bad dream you had (brain doesnt differenciate dreams from reality, in the emotional part of it) = your brain tells you that you are sad.
Every human feeling is unique, and is caused by many different factors, depending on your hormons, your type of sex (male, female), other factors like fatigue or lack of sleep etc etc, and of course your DNA.
Ergo, every human feeling is controllable, at least in the theory part of it, all feelings except just one. I think you can all guess which is the mysterious emotion that ignores all other emotions, external factors, basic instincts like survival and the need to feed, logic, electric signals of the brain, pretty much ignores everything.
p.s. Damn, huge post again
p.s.2 You gotta hate these rants of mine, dont you? 
Xer0 was making a joke with the comment you quoted: Gothic~evil~H-E-2hockeysticks.
Thnx
And Xer0 dont quite
The race is not for the strong or the swift but for those who can endure to the end
Morpheas, I'ma have to respectfully disagree on your chemical theory of emotions for the most part. Yes, there are chemical reactions, but you left out the most crucial element, the spirit. (Or soul, if you prefer). Without our spirits, we would not be able to forge these bonds at all, and there would be no emotions whatsoever, just...exsistence.
I've explained to Skidi my beliefs on love. What it comes down to for me is that there is in fact only one emotion, which has many different effects at different points in our lives. Love. From love stems the greatest joy, and the most painful heartbreak or rage. Without love, we are nothing.
So Xer0, I've said this before, and I'm sorry if you believe I'm wrong, but In my honest opinion, you are in love with this girl, and your reaction proves it. Your best course of action is to just come out and say it. Keeping what you feel inside can distort your feelings for her into something...dark. Like dependency. In a way, you can actually become addicted to this person if you just become complacent with the way things are. Tell her how you feel. Don't make it dramatic, or some huge deal, just say, "I really like you and it would be awsome if we could go out some time." Or something like that.
Keep the drama factor out, and if she says no, or that she just likes you as a friend, just back off. Take it in stride, and don't let her see that you're too upset.
THis is just a suggestion, but assuming you haven't been lying to us again, you're at a threshold here. Do it before she asks this other guy out, preferably.
Either way, once you say it, she WILL be thinking about it for a while after, and she may even feel the same. Just because she says no the moment you ask, doesn't mean she won't say yes a few days later.
Anyway, that's the best advice I can offer. Take it or leave it, it's up to you, but I strongly recomend just getting it out there now. And just remember. Me, Skidi, IFear, Morpheas, Altaux, Shiro, and even Veers in his own way. We've all got your back.
-Twilight Storm
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