intro to me a 25yr old goddess

So it's 2009 now.  I watched the ball drop with my parents, sister and my bro-in-law.  We all kissed wished eachother a Happy New Year and sat down to watch Kathy Griffin on CNN which we all find fucking funny.  She is so so bad and I love it. 

Here is an intro to me. I am 25 years old. I am a student and a USAF Guard member for a state famous for it's shore.  The shore sucks by the way, it's pretty nasty and I am sure you can get the clap just getting in the water.  I broke up with my bf of 8 years and I think I am still in love with him even though he turned out to be a complete douche.  I have been trying to get back to an active sex life.  I have NSA with a friend and to tell you the truth he is pretty good, but it's way to vanilla for me.  I haven't had sex for about a month now and thats way too long, although I did get oral from a friend 2 weeks ago and that was pretty sweet.  Am I a slut?  I think not.  Maybe more of a harlot.  I am always protected and I have been with less than 5 people.  I plan on doing less than 10 my whole life.  I think I am pretty good.  I should tell you now I have also slept with women but I don't consider myself a lesbian.  I love feeling a woman's body on mine and everything is so sexually charged I feel so good.  I have had a few girls in the past few months and I love the sex it's the whole girls get to attached and I can't deal with that.

I love to write and reading.  True crime is my material of choice and I am obsessed with serial killers.  I want to be a cop and actually am halfway through with getting that done.  I am attractive and  know this because I look in the mirror everyday, lol.  I have a great sense of humor and I am sarcastic.  My favorite shows include, Family Guy, American Dad, It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia and Arrested Development.  That pretty much says a lot about me.  I read perezhilton and evilbeetgossip everyday.  I am hoping to get back to the gym and lose 15 pounds.  I gained weight after I got back from basic training so I need to get back in shape.  Last time I was going to the gym it was more like a speed date, the guys would come and talk to me and I would give them y nuber.  I actually went out with a guy on 2 dates, but he had to deploy and well I didn't know him long enough to wait for him.  He knew that and we chat online a few times a week. 

Let's start talking about my dating life.  Well I have been single since July.  I was dating a guy since I was 16 and I realized that he was selfish and a fucking jerk.  I love his family to death and they let me know things about him without me having to ask, sabatoge I know.  He is dating a new girl and his best friend told me, he doesn't like her but she puts out. He is overweight and has a problem with self image and maybe I didn't help the cause by calling him a fat ass everytime he pissed me off.  I did really love him and it was so hard to break it off.  I know I know I am still in love aren't I?  So anyway back to my dating life.  I have been dating a 37 year old divorcee, he has two kids and pretty good.  The problem is likes me more than I like him, in public the PDA is on full blast because he is a great kisser.  I love it.  I am also dating a 28 year old, but I defenitly am cutting him off, he is one of those guys that thinks he know everything and I hate that.  I have sex with a friend I met in August, he is pretty good looking and his body is tattooed up which gets me so hot, I love his ink.  He is so not what I am into but god he is sexy.  Like I said before his sex is vanilla no foreplay just sex and I need to be played with.  I get wet easy just I like the whole touchig of bodies, maybe thats why I love sex with women.  Ok enough about my dating life, it blows I know.  I have been scared to meet new people.  That is one of resolutions.  Meet new guys.  I have a myspace profile and I have sent 2 request total one guy turned out to be a douche and one guys is pretty funny.  I am latina and man do guys love us, the only problem is they think we are all after sex.  I want a relationship not another NSA partner.

I am gonna sign off now, this blog will basically be about a life of a 25 year old female.  i will of course remail anonymous, if I make friends you will get a link to myspace and pictures....enjoy my blog it's gonna get good!