Rollercoaster

from JoeUser Forums
The ups and downs that life may bring your flying high one day and the next your so low it feels as though no one can help you!

Emotions sweep over me they poor over, I can't control them and don't want them to control me.

I try to keep them in check, to not show them to the world, so that no one can really tell what I am, what I feel and why I feel the way I do.

I lie to keep my emotions hidden, so no one really knows, I am afraid of the outcome, if they find out.

What will they say? What will they do? Will they look at me differently will he look at me differently? How would I react?

I can't do it, can't expose myself, can't let anyone know what it all really means.

The only one I can tell, I really can't tell.
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
I'm dizzy and I know you must be with all the ups and downs!lol! I hear ya though, it's difficult sometimes when you go through things, life happens as I often say. Sometimes you just have to roll with punches and try to handle it as best as you can. It's always good when you have someone to share them with though.