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Lucky,
Its 11:25 p.m. and I'm fed up with trying to IM Jay, to get him to talk to me. I don't get him, He tells me that since were in a long distance relationship, he's Alone, which I can understand, but I don't have my license yet, and I won't for awhile, so it's not Like I can drive to see him, and well he will be able to in like 3 weeks, even though like a month ago he turned 16. He blocks me, and just tells me, he doesn't know how it happend, grr, I know I'm not that dumb, but wtf, take a clue. I don't know, I love Him, I honestly know that I have for about 4 years, since we first starting talking, I guess that I will have to clue you in on that story, but I will do that later, since I'm tired, and pissed off since Jay hasn't responded in over a hour and a half. Call me dumb I guess. I'm really jumping right now. I'm still dealing with the stocker of finding out that Justin is gay, that's another story for later. I guess I'm going to have to make out a timeline of my life, and also of a list of my friends, so you can start to get my stories strait. I don't understan why you would want to like someone of your own sex. I mean, the sex can't so great, and well. That's his choice, but to think that he is going out with Zach, (another friend) just gets me, I thought I was going to be okay with this, but I know I'm not, it's hard for some reason, It's not like I had a crush or something on ethier, but I just never thought that Justin would be closet gay, and all this time he has pretended to be strait. I don't get it. Jesus, things get messy sometimes. I'm so tired, my mom wants me to put the christmas tree up tomorrow, she's nuts, I still have to work on the Bullitin Board for German, (extra cerdit), I want to get that over with, since it screws with my mind, knowing that I never have time to complete it, Because I have Basketball pracitce every damn day. I think I lost my passion which is another story, So when I Wake up tom. morning, I will have to tell you. Thats three and counting, anyways, I'm going to bed, before I attempt to take my computers life, since Jay isn't answering, Hit yeah later!!
Always,
Megan
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My MSN Name: I need to do things that are impossible, like love you even if it kills me, because I need to die a death worth living
Jason's: My SN has been "ALONE" too many times...
Its 11:25 p.m. and I'm fed up with trying to IM Jay, to get him to talk to me. I don't get him, He tells me that since were in a long distance relationship, he's Alone, which I can understand, but I don't have my license yet, and I won't for awhile, so it's not Like I can drive to see him, and well he will be able to in like 3 weeks, even though like a month ago he turned 16. He blocks me, and just tells me, he doesn't know how it happend, grr, I know I'm not that dumb, but wtf, take a clue. I don't know, I love Him, I honestly know that I have for about 4 years, since we first starting talking, I guess that I will have to clue you in on that story, but I will do that later, since I'm tired, and pissed off since Jay hasn't responded in over a hour and a half. Call me dumb I guess. I'm really jumping right now. I'm still dealing with the stocker of finding out that Justin is gay, that's another story for later. I guess I'm going to have to make out a timeline of my life, and also of a list of my friends, so you can start to get my stories strait. I don't understan why you would want to like someone of your own sex. I mean, the sex can't so great, and well. That's his choice, but to think that he is going out with Zach, (another friend) just gets me, I thought I was going to be okay with this, but I know I'm not, it's hard for some reason, It's not like I had a crush or something on ethier, but I just never thought that Justin would be closet gay, and all this time he has pretended to be strait. I don't get it. Jesus, things get messy sometimes. I'm so tired, my mom wants me to put the christmas tree up tomorrow, she's nuts, I still have to work on the Bullitin Board for German, (extra cerdit), I want to get that over with, since it screws with my mind, knowing that I never have time to complete it, Because I have Basketball pracitce every damn day. I think I lost my passion which is another story, So when I Wake up tom. morning, I will have to tell you. Thats three and counting, anyways, I'm going to bed, before I attempt to take my computers life, since Jay isn't answering, Hit yeah later!!
Always,
Megan
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My MSN Name: I need to do things that are impossible, like love you even if it kills me, because I need to die a death worth living
Jason's: My SN has been "ALONE" too many times...
