Late night update about games, girls, and friends

Don't know anymore

from JoeUser Forums
So yea, I've been playing Dragonrealms a lot lately. I know, it's not good, but I enjoy it, and I have to do what makes me happy.

I met a girl in dragonrealms, and I don't know what to think. She's a sweetheart, and I just don't know anymore... all of her characters are friends with all of my characters, and most of them are married, engaged, or going out with most of my characters. I just don't know what to think about her, because she lives a moderate distance away (1 state). We've talked on the phone, she likes my voice, but... I don't know.....

I'm just confused. I need to cut my hours at work, just so I can sort everything out, seeing as how nothing, and I repeat, NOTHING is going right for me right now. Car sucks, job sucks, mom is feeling horrible lately, parents fighting, and I'm remember stuff I shouldn't remember... One of my friends, who we lovingly (and teasingly) call Smurf called me ugly once, for no reason at all, other than just saying it... and it doesn't help that I have a horrible sense of self esteem as it is.

Maybe I'm just tired, I don't know, I just need sleep, I think.
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
Umm...did you ever think that you might be trying to project events in your game life into your real life? Just because your characters are going out, engaged, etc in your game doesn't mean that has to happen in this life too, but I think I see a trend here. As I recall there was another girl who you gamed with, and the sort of the same thing happened there too...unless this is the same girl you're talking about.
Reply #2 from JoeUser Forums Top
Dude, nothing is going right for you now because you're focusing on the negatives.

I'm up to my ass in debt, I have to borrow money just to eat 1 meal a day, my parents are flat-ass broke, I'm gonna be using my pay from my new job to help my parents pay their bills, My dad's ill to the brink of death again, I don't have a girl, my car's a piece of shit that also eats gas, I'm losing part of my independance and moving back with my folks. I could also drop 20 lbs, and I need to get laid before I perish.

And I'm pretty damn happy.

Not to be negative man, but I think you just like being in a rut. You're the only one holding you back from getting a new job, getting your own place, and gettng a better car. As for the girls, unless you just wanna get laid you need to stay the hell away from girls until you get this shit with Mandy under wraps. It's been over a year, let's put a stop to the drama.

And before I continue on, I'd like to know why you as a grown man are so deathly concerned with your parents arguing. Not that it isn't a good reason, I'd just like to know.
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