Does anyone care?

Apparently not

from JoeUser Forums
Ok, I've been pretty lenient on lots of things, especially this blog. However, I have noticed several things.

1) People don't like to comment
2) The above is correct
3) Both of the above are correct

Nobody cares anymore, so why should I? Hell, my mother is slipping more and more, each and every day, and nobody even cares, but me. Why the hell must I be the only one to care about anything anymore?

Everything seems to be falling to pieces lately, nothing ever goes right, and nothing makes me happy. No, I'm not depressed, I'm just not happy with life in general. Does that make me depressed? I didn't think so, because I'm not bawling my eyes out, yet. I swear, sometimes, I just hate the world, and I want to destroy it.

The only positive thing is that I'm working on my own MUD (look it up if you don't know what it is, I'm not explaining it here), and I can't seem to stop coming up with ideas. Does anyone care? No.

People at work suck, I hate every single customer, and I hate half of the people I work with. Ok, so maybe I am depressed, but how many people in the world care? One, and I'm not telling you who, because you don't care.
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
I care. Let God hold you, friend. Things of this world will ultimately let you down.

Trinitie
Reply #2 from JoeUser Forums Top
You're catching on buddy...

you gotta look after yourself mate... you cant expect help from anyone else... the best you can do is give it... but only if you want to. Dont ever give anything expecting in return, because that is not the attitude.

Part of figuring life out is taking part in it... whatever you are feeling now, trust me, everyone else on this planet has felt it as well - its how we deal with these emotions that makes us who we are.

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Reply #3 from JoeUser Forums Top
Muggaz gives you sound advice and you're no alone: there is care out there.
Reply #4 from JoeUser Forums Top
Yea, well, sometimes it doesn't feel like it, steve.
Yes, I know there is care, it's just that I need something stable in my life, and nothing seems to be giving me any right now. Everything is going topsy turvy, I just wish that I could actually do something constructive, or at least fun and interesting, but I can't get enough people to do anything that I want to do.

See, I go through phases. Some days I feel like drinking (like today), some days I feel like playing video games, others... writing or inventing something, anything. And it seems that on the days I feel like doing those things, it's either too late (today, need to work tomorrow, can't drink), or no one else feels like doing what I want to do. It's just a pain in my ass sometimes.

I really haven't given up on anything, though my emotions keep dragging me towards just abandoning everything, sailing to some remote island, and dying of starvation. Bah, I'm a loser, let's just all admit it.
Reply #5 from JoeUser Forums Top
Peace be, to your Heart.
May you the find the happiness, you seek and rightly deserve.

- ilimow
Reply #6 from JoeUser Forums Top
I would comment on this, but frankly, I just don't care.

Just kidding . Sounds like you're just going through a rough time. And yes, it does sound like you're a bit depressed. If nobody wants to go drinking (or whatever) go by yourself and meet some people who are in the mood to do what you are doing.

Enjoy life, it's too damn short to waste any of it.
Reply #7 from JoeUser Forums Top
Hey, for a guy who bitches that you don't like going out drinking, you sure bitch about not drinking a lot.

That's all I'm gonan say, cuz I'd just say that same shit I always do