Ya know, i'm gonna have to comment on this.. I didnt grow up in a "totally religious" household or anything , but we did attend church here n there and now as an adult, a wife and a mother I( and my family) attend church just about every Sunday... Anyway... when i'm not thinking about it or trying to justify or understand it, I'm a "complete believer".. I pray, and not just when things are bad either, I thank god for all the wonderful things in my life, and when things are bad I pray to Him and ask for strength to deal with whatever's going on in my life... If i'm scared I pray for serinty, stuff like that.. however, If I try to "understand" it all I find that nothing makes sense.. If I ask questions at bible study, the answers they give me just creates more questions... what does one do when they are faced with this? I guess just not think about it.. falls under the " even though you cant see the wind , you know its there" catagory I guess..